I really didn’t mean to sound like such a pathetic loser in my last post about smoking, but thanks for all your support. At least now I know I can get over that first couple weeks without curling up in a ball, in the corner of my room, sobbing uncontrollably, with mascara streaming down my face, and begging for nicotine. I’ll try again..sooner than later.

What is everyone up to tonight? Anything fun going on in your neck of the woods? Talk to me, I’m bored.

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Remember that quit smoking thing I was trying to do? Well I failed about 5 days ago. I’m so disappointed in myself.

I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?

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There are days when I just want to rip my hair out, just like today, but then of course I come to my senses and realize how much I love my hair. Hair loss is a devastating disease that effects people mentally just as much as it does physically.

I can’t imagine how I would feel if huge chunks of hair started falling out. Fortunately there is a place for help and it’s called the American Hair Loss Association. They also have a blog where you can read daily stories and updates.

So if you, or someone you know could benefit from the American Hair Loss Association, head over there and check out the site and the blog. They offer great support for those suffering from hair loss.

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I’ve been sick pretty much all week with a cough, sore throat, and a stuffy nose. Then to top it off, I threw my back out and was flat out in bed last night, up until about noon today. I decided to get up and move to the couch, and I’ve been sucking down the Ibuprofen and watching movies. My back is still a little stiff, but it’s not the sharp shooting pains I was having yesterday. My cold seems to be going away also.

Michael and I got into a small tiff Wednesday night, and then I was sick, so he brought me home these GORGEOUS Starfighter Lillies Thursday night and two bottles of NyQuil. The nighttime formula and the daytime formula. He got a small nudge from a friend to do something nice for me, so he went with it. I owe her one. LOL!

This type of lily has one of the most fragrant scents. The minute you walk in our house the fragrance just fills your nostrils. I love them, and I love him. Even though I want to choke him at times, he’s still a wonderful man.

In fact, those flowers made me so happy that I actually let him go and GAMBLE with his friend in the casinos today! HAHA!

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I’m back on the Chantix because apparently I wasn’t ready to be off them. I went a little “coo coo for cocoa puffs” yesterday, and bought a pack of smokes. I smoked a few, and got so sick and violently ill that I didn’t go to work today. Tomorrow will be better.

It’s so weird to think that it’s 6:30PM and still daylight here. It looks as if it will be at least 7:30 until the sun is completely down.

I sold 6 books today on my Amazon book store. I’m having so much fun listing and selling them. I currently have 144 listed, and quite a few more boxes to go through. After awhile, I am going to take the ones down I haven’t sold, and have a book sale in my driveway. Then whatever is left over I will give to Safe Nest, a battered woman and children’s home here in Las Vegas.

That’s all.

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