Julie's Journal

Oooh looky! A new blog post from me. I have absolutely nothing in my brain to write about. I’ve got a couple of medical issues that are weighing heavily on my mind and I really need to see a doctor although we have no medical insurance. Although I don’t think they are life-threatening, they are just really bothersome and annoying me.

The job front…sigh. There is a carrot that’s been dangling in my face for almost a month now, and I’m so damn hungry I just want to gobble it up and swallow it whole. I’m trying to hold my composure together when all I want to do is jump up and down and scream from the rooftops that I landed it, but so far there is no confirmation on that. It looks promising, but a signed contract would be so much better, right!!??

I’m antsy and anxious, and just not comfortable right now. I’m not sleeping well, and when I do sleep, I wake up in a ball of sweat. Michael is shivering under a mound of blankets, and I’m kicking them off like I’m sleeping on the sun.

I’m grumpy and grouchy and snapping at just about everyone, except my kitties, and Devin. I babysat him Monday night and he was just a joy to have. There would be a gazillion babies born each year if they all were like Devin. He loved being swung in the hammock; just look at this smile! He didn’t even seem to mind having the hammock cords embedded into his face either.

I think I just need a pacifier, a blankie, and my mommy. A swing in the hammock would be nice also.