I can’t get my upcoming surgery off my mind. It’s all I can think of and I’m trying to shake it, and not think about it so much. I go from thinking of all the positive things, like how great trips are going to be without the worry. Leaving the house whenever I want to. Gaining back a whole week a month to do things that I want, and need to do. Then I think about the scary parts like dying during surgery, and all that stuff that I know won’t happen, but could. I’m not obsessing too much though, as I’m not looking for funeral insurance yet, but it is in the back of my mind. Way far back. I’m pushing it further back each day.

TVH

On this day..

• 10 Year Cancer Free Anniversary - 2006
• Yawn - 2007
• Real Life Star Wars Costumes - 2007
• Back To The Real World - 2007
• Bridal Lingerie - 2007